"Dark Secret Love"
2008


1. Inner fiend 
2. Involuntary suicide
3. Diis ignotis 
4. You're nothing without me
5. ...All men kill the thing they love 
6. The devil lurks behind her cross
7. Hellsinki's night fever
8. The winter of our discontent
9. Home bloody home
10. Unter drűkung und zerstőrung
11. The smile of the past 

 

 

1.Inner fiend  -3.19
2.Involuntary suicide -3.36
3.Diis ignotis -4.15
4.You're nothing without me -3.34
5....All men kill the thing they love -4.24
6.The devil lurks behind her cross -4.09
7.Hellsinki's night fever -3.42
8.The winter of our discontent -4.41
9.Home bloody home -4.23
10.Unter drűkung und zerstőrung -3.46
11.The smile of the past -5.20

  

Produced by Anssi Kippo.
Recorded  & mixed by Anssi Kippo at Astia-studio A (Lappeenranta, Finland) October 2007.
Mastered by Mika Jussila at Finnvox Studios, Helsinki

 all music by Vlad Tsarkov and Vladimir Kizyakovskiy except YOU'RE NOTHING WITHOUT ME
(Music & Lyrics: Rick Nowels)
Originally performed by Belinda Carlisle

 

INNER FIEND

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

Much darker than the darkest dark
Blacker than blackest black
Plan 9 from outer space in action and it works
I've got an arsenal of meaningless but magic words:
My darling, baby, sweetheart, eternal love

A honey tongue, a heart of gall
Prepare to fall, my beauty doll

He's real! The devil who hides his sins
The serpent that's changing skin,
I burn within
I know,i know  i was always wrong
The reason why my love's now dead and gone:
I can't make my demon run

Show vigilance inner fiend, i'm out in left field
The threat is real and now it's closer than they think
When innocence indulges in vice
Your weak side is ready to rise
I welcome you with a charming smile of a crocodile

No need to fuss and fume, you'll do it later
Touched with the hand of doom

The devil who hides his sins is real
The serpent that's changing skin
Lets burn everything
It was a joke, i'm good
I'll be always in love with you
Most awful lies are easiest to trust
One, two, freddie's coming for you
Good mourning, baby! I'm just having fun
I don't want my demon run

 

INVOLUNTARY SUICIDE

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

My friend, you look so frowned, like a king who lost his crown
You live in your own hell, believe me,you're not the only one
Main tragedy of human life,you try to leave it all behind,
The agony of hope,best wishes, friend, you fall in love

Love's an involuntary suicide,and when it starts to burn inside,
You have to know that you're already dead
Love's an involuntary suicide,
Then you start to run, but you can't hide
You make yourself go on and wage
This senseless war without an end

Love holds with a devils grip, you're on your knees, you pray
Love's bloody act of endless war you ask "enough" and "more"
Doubt's worm, madness you dwell, the way of love is road to hell,
Where the abyss last stop, beware, my friend, when you fall in love

Love's an involuntary suicide, but i won't run and i won't hide
I want to drain this cup of woe until the end
Love is nights of dreams then nights of tears
Then you're alive and ready for a new disease

Love's an involuntary suicide, it's the russian roulette of our lives
With  fully loaded gun, where targets are our hearts
Love's a continuous game with devil's dice,
but in the end we see snake eyes
And now you know hellbound so close to paradise

  

DIIS IGNOTIS

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy/William Shakespeare)

Sometimes i think, what dream may come,
How it will be, when i cross last line of life
They say: the light, the tunnel and the memories
Of all my life, mistakes and dreams
And things i've said i will repeat again
The saddest words "what if"
I pray to unknown gods
I pray for my hopes
But time the merciless thief left me with

Memories of lost love i devoutedly in
Of strange places that i've never been
Nicest faces that i've never kissed
Torn apart heart about all my dreams
The implacable running of time
Our life passes away nearby
Our youth and our love can't return
How it's hard to realized that all's gone

Sometimes i think 'bout my dreams that
Never come true
I still remember all my faults
Rewritten past,to say in time unspoken words
Make happen all unhappened loves, i'm wishing sadly whispering
Most desperate words "it might have been!"

We're praying to unknown gods, in our futile attempts,
Clinging to youth's remains, as we planned to live forever,
While death toes the line, though our souls stays young,
But the mirror can't lie

 <shakespeare>
“the wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
Time's thievish progress to eternity”

 Here on earth, nothing's totally complete
Except misery sorrow and grief
The implacable running of time
Life is short, pain lasts long in all times

But, we hope, it's gonna be alright
And in the end we'll see light,
The lights behind an open door
It's other side will welcome home

  

YOU'RE NOTHING WITHOUT ME

(Music & Lyrics: Rick Nowels)
Originally performed by Belinda Carlisle in 1991
On the album “Live your life be free”

  

...ALL MEN KILL THE THING THEY LOVE

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Oscar Wilde)

Yet each man kills the thing he loves
By each let this be heard
Some do it with the bitter look
Some with a flattering word
The coward does it with the kiss
The brave man with a sword

Some kill their love when they are young
And some when they are old
Some strangle with the hands of lust
Some with the hands of gold
The kindest use a knife, because
The dead so soon grow cold 

Some love too little, some too long
Some sell, and others buy
Some do the deed with many tears
And some without a sigh
For each man kills the thing he loves,
Yet each man doesn't die

 It is sweet to dance to violins
When love and life are fair:
To dance to flutes, to dance to lutes
Is delicate and rare:
But it is not sweet with nimble feet
To dance upon the air

And all men kill the thing they love
And all men live in lie
With tears of blood we're trying to save our souls
More death than one we die 

But think we are alive

  

THE DEVIL LURKS BEHIND HER CROSS

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

Sweet and strong her embrace
Hot and long night when i'm falling from grace
But i know, now i'm prey
Lust betray, she's like black widow waiting end of game

Whisper my name, skin like a flame

Sweet and strong her embrace
Black and cold soul inside the angel's face
On her wall, the crucifix, but i know
That behind the cross is bloody writing 666

 The devil lurks behind her cross
Temptation turns into a curse
Her body and face is just disguise
The devil's looking through her eyes 

The princess of the broken hearts
The devil's bride, the queen of lust
I can't avoid the bloody kiss
She promised me eternal bliss
She-devil wait for me

Again i'm lost inside
Embrace of devil's bride 

The devil lurks behind her cross
Temptation turns into a curse
Her body and face is just disguise
The devil's looking through her eyes

The princess of the broken hearts
The devil's bride, the queen of lust
I can't avoid the bloody kiss
It's time to pay the price for all my sins

The devil lurks behind her cross
Temptation turns into a curse
Her body and face is just disguise
The devil's looking through her eyes 

The princess of the broken hearts
The devil's bride, the queen of lust
I can't avoid the bloody kiss
She promised me eternal bliss
I know i've lost control, she-devil take my soul

 

HELLSINKI`S NIGHT FEVER

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

Dive into heart of night, strange city, naked feelings
I’m caught in dead end trap of passion  and desire
My love was ready to be stolen
Wait someone catch my fall
This night salvation looks like pretty, pretty girl
Drink something more she’s much beautyful than before

Hellsinki`s night fever, raise hell, sink in life
Hellsinki`s night fever, it makes me feel alive
Hellsinki`s night fever “lost boys” in “endless dark”
And his infernal majesty will kindle “devils” spark 

Wake up in foreign room right on the edge  of city
The unknown sleeping beauty means that i'm alright
Dark secret boy will never lie
Hot kiss, short last goodbye
Forgive me girl  i need to drink and 69
I don’t know where i`ll  meet new dawn 

Hellsinki`s night fever, raise hell, sink in life
Hellsinki`s night fever, it makes me feel alive
Hellsinki`s night fever, "life burns" with “bitterswet”
With “guilt on skin” and fire within i run  through empty streets 

Life goes on, the times has come, i'm back into “home bloody home” 

Hellsinki`s night fever, raise hell, sink in life
Hellsinki`s night fever, it makes me feel alive
Hellsinki`s night fever, so easy “waste the down”
“when love and death embrace” and “dance d'amour” inside your own
All night long.

 

THE WINTER OF OUR DISCONTENT

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy/William Blake)

It seems i've searched for you, my love
Since the time started to run,
Seasons have changed and now my fall has come but i've found none
I always used to think:
"then" or "later", "soon", "next time",
Unaware that time devours  without warning every life 

Now autumn of my love is melting into thin air
And spring of youth has gone forever
Beauty's summer is dead,
We're frozen in the winter of our discontent

Love fades away, hope springs eternal broken down
I fall from innocence so fast, life's almost gone 

With a million senseless things i've explained my wanderlust
Now i know what i was for ready to sell my faith and trust
Through years, in every crowd, in all faces that walk on by
Through the distances and fights,
It was you, i've tried to find
<william blake>
“grown old in love from seven till seven times seven,
I oft have wished for hell for ease from heaven”

  

HOME BLOODY HOME

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

Don't try to hold me by your beauty and your love
I just pretend that i will stay with your forever
Cause every time i go away i'm realizing  all the pain
I gave to you but i can’t change the things 

Home bloody home my spell, my tomb and my gravestone
I can't resist the call of unknown  and leave my love alone
Home bloody home forgotten when i roam
And even love sweet love can't hold me home

Don't  waste your time, don’t tell me million empty words
I just pretend that we will always be together
Cause every time i faraway, i disappear and go astray
And i know why i don't want change the things
The roads, the paths, the  secret ways
They fall me into place

Home bloody home my spell, my tomb and my gravestone
I can’t resist the call of unknown  and leave my love alone
Home bloody home forgotten  when i roam
And only death sweet death can hold me home 

Home bloody home my spell, my tomb and my gravestone
I can’t resist the call of unknown  and leave my love alone
Home bloody home forgotten when i roam
And love sweet love, and death sweet death
Will wait me till the and at bloody home

 

UNTERDRŰKUNG UND ZERSTŐRUNG

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy)

When incandescent passions are gone your love turns into a war

Alone, cold friday night, the friend's call and you are here
Bar, drinks, bottle and glass, you're outcast with no fear
Among the living dead, she come from your ex-life
She say: “smouldering embers the thing we can't deny”

When you're alone, seems no one care
She'll tell you, oh lets try again
But incandescent passions were gone
And your love turns into a war 

Around so many faces, but no one looks at you
She's near warting for answer, you know she knows you do
Wrong choise of drunken man who can't resist desire
Again you come with her, it is not the first time

When incandescent passions are gone
This flame will never ever burn
You can't come into one river twice
This river is styx, death and demise
Ex-love is opression, lesson you have to learn
Only destruction and pain, something you can't return    

  

THE SMILE OF THE PAST

(Music: Tsarkov/Kizyakovskiy, Lyrics: Kizyakovskiy/William Shakespeare)

Past never leaves,it clings like a grim death
Sometimes it seems wounds can heal
Old, tested stealth
Real truth is one: “there ain't no truth on earth,
There ain't none higher either”, all is gone

When i see old photographs
I'm forgetting all the worst
When i smile to myself from the past
I still love the man that i was

 

Life just tries to crush our hearts
I remember just one thing
The smile of the past, the earth spins around - therefore i am 

The die is cast, when we arrive
The smile of the past, turns into a black toothed grin of life

<shakespeare>
“thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear
Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste

Sometimes when i
When i have seen by time's fell hand defaced
The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
When sometime lofty towers i see down-razed
And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
When i have seen such interchange of state,
Or state itself confounded to decay;
Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate,
That time will come and take my love away

Love's gone away
This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
But weep to have that which it fears to lose”
And nothing will change

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